I’m in a constant war with something that possesses you. I am a warrior, I have won many and lost some. You have become the worst distraction of my life. Consuming my age, life and everything I possess, you have grown into a mighty imperishable being. I have to stop this eternal chaos of my mind which is entrapped in your spell. You have bewitched me. Who are you really? I am a stranger to you, of course, I am. But , how did you happen to me? I still wonder! I don't know, I can't write you now. Your silence makes you stronger (but, still I am your architect). "If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it (you) more."