Incineration of soul with antagonism often
credits the incredible insufficiency of my material sociability. Sometimes, it’s
really hard to survive the inessentiality of a stupid “mob” especially when you
know incongruous codes of their guises and play. They are all self-trained thespians of a
floating opera; a masquerade enacted for material gratifications. Their
lineaments are of folly and their masks are of self-declaring clowns of self-mockery.
Polluted smiles from their hollow façade
crucify my existential credos on the 'altar of "Frailty"', what 'he' once called. It is true that a dead fly causes the ointment
of the apothecary to send forth a stinking smell.
They sing the funeral song on the death of their Day, “Day is dead, let's celebrate the birth of the Night from vivacity to ecstasy and finally a fall from the seventh heaven unto the abyss of dreams and lust.” Having nothing to do in the nights of my ‘usual routine’, I had my same chair on the same corner, a platform above the dance floor of the Seventh Heaven party club at the Down Town. Everything in me tends to go on to become something else. The pervasive aesthetics of life and the disposals of proposals from the mighty eyes of Almighty, I placed myself on the corner for no reason. My soul is impatient with itself, as with a bothersome child; its restlessness keeps growing and is forever the same. She holds spring against her breast and stares at me with sad eyes as if I’m a son of all other seasons other than spring. I don’t know who the she in my life is, but I keep watching and following her, th...

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