No one but the
king of Atlantis lived there. The king ruled over the land of gods and muses.
The residents of the land were fantasies and memories. The apparitions of them
floated over the land.
Two cities, Holy and Wrath, were seen from the temples and palace of Atlantis. The hemisphere around the land was surrounded by the mystic lands of unknown existences. From Atlantis nothing but the soul sailed forth the cities of mysteries and myths. Each temple in Atlantis represented the mystic lands. Travelers were shown the Chambers by the king from where they witnessed the Might of the land. They stayed in the palace for nine days and left their bodies to the mystic abyss of Atlantis, while the soul sailed to their chosen destinies. Some of them made contracts in the temples of Atlantis with the rulers of mystic lands and they left the land for the fixed time. The king witnessed the choices and destinies of great souls. The great rulers of the mystic lands assigned him forever.
Two cities, Holy and Wrath, were seen from the temples and palace of Atlantis. The hemisphere around the land was surrounded by the mystic lands of unknown existences. From Atlantis nothing but the soul sailed forth the cities of mysteries and myths. Each temple in Atlantis represented the mystic lands. Travelers were shown the Chambers by the king from where they witnessed the Might of the land. They stayed in the palace for nine days and left their bodies to the mystic abyss of Atlantis, while the soul sailed to their chosen destinies. Some of them made contracts in the temples of Atlantis with the rulers of mystic lands and they left the land for the fixed time. The king witnessed the choices and destinies of great souls. The great rulers of the mystic lands assigned him forever.
I lived in
Atlantis, the City of Memories, and Fantasies. Everyone who traveled to Never
Lands in search of freedom, memories, fantasies, and Muses passed through my
land. Lazing in the waves of Atlantis, being with my soul, bowing to
Ozymandias, king of kings….I lived everywhere. I blew with the wind, swayed
with the waves.
I searched for the
extensions of my existence. The memory and imagination lifted me up from the
depths of the Demon of Reality. The offspring of the Demon, fear-pains,
lust-desires, truth-facts, always tempted me successfully.
It was a man named
Shelly, a poet and traveler, who told me the story of the King of kings. As I
breathed, the words of the King drummed inside my thoughts-
“My name is
Ozymandias, king of kings:
Look on my works,
ye Mighty, and despair!"
Nothing beside
remains. Round the decay
Of that colossal
wreck, boundless and bare
The lone and level
sands stretch far away.”
Ever since Shelly
visited me and sang the song of Ozymandias my soul became like a bothersome
child. I started to live in fear and pain. The monstrous incarnation of my
non-being started pitying myself. The warning of the king haunted me like the
Demon that tempted me with her children of inclinations. I fought well. Besides
my eyes, there are no other two things paralyzed. My imagination and my memory.
They were the only two ways I could escape from the monstrous haunting of the
Demon that dragged me to the cell of fears for the future.
The Muses resided
in the temples of Atlantis, the gateway of memories and Fantasies. The musing
of travelers, poets, artisans, and soul hunters echoed the temples of Atlantis.
They chanted the mantra of antique places, hymns of Hellenic Orders and the
sounds of mystic lands as holy and enchanted.
Tell me the story
About how the sun
Loved the moon so
much
He died every night
To let her breathe
I heard this song
echoing in the temple of Venus. It was built upon the myths and sagas of love
passing through the passages of time and space. Each day a new brick was added
to the temple made of souls searching for romantic expedition and adventure.
The temple grew and touched the firmament while the snowy clouds kissed the
zeniths of Venus and sang the hymns of love. In the chariot of dreams, these
souls came to the temple and made love as if they had not had to part each
other. I saw a man and woman there making love.
He looked at her
with all the left remnant pieces of his desires,
As the heavens
witnessed the union of souls
Myths and sagas of
love guarded the time,
Lest they might
fall in love.
And their love was
like the resurrection of a soul from the great dungeon of tragedy or death and
meets its pair on the boughs of immortality. They fade into the memories of
dreams like the great kings and warriors buried with the myths and legends of
their own stories. Someday, someone will sing the story of his or her love
because the heavens witnessed it. Above all, they were in the temple of Venus,
in Atlantis.
I witnessed the
greatest of all love sagas. Alcyone and
Ceyx, Orpheus and Eurydice, Pyramus and Thisbe and many. All of them were here
in the dreams of their dreams and the fantasies of desires. But, the
inevitability of the time, death, necessitated the history of their sagas. And,
then, they lived in the temple of Myths looking at the new lovers coming to the
temple of Venus.
There came my dear
friend Shelly after his deep sleep in the Earth Valley. He was on his way to
the antique place where he wanted to meet the king of kings. I wanted to join
him in his search of antique, mystic lands and stories, but travelers to the
Never Lands never ended up with Shelly. There were many, never-ending hunters
of souls. They had to visit me and the temples of Atlantis. Therefore, I had to
stay there for them.
The Never Lands
never end,
As the souls become
hunters of immortality
They set forth the
sail.
Treading the mighty
mountains,
Fighting with the
hallucinations and
The creations of
wild mysteries, some of them are lost,
Some of them will
find the signs of their destinies,
Nymphs will meet
them.
Dreams will take
them to Zanadu,
And the king Kubla
Khan will show them the “deep romantic chasm which slanted down the green hill
athwart a cedarn cover!”
The abyss of mystic
echoes and apparitions will guide them to the waters of lilies.
Sailing through the
great waters,
They will meet the
mermaids,
Singing the glory
of king Atlantis,
The hymns of
fairies will lead them gateway of Never Lands.
They disembark the
gateway of memories and fantasies.
Finally, they are
here.
No one knows what
awaits him or her.
Life or death,
They will hunt the
soul of immortality.
I saw great kings
who conquered seven seas and lands. They also passed this way. Alexander,
Olympias, Ptolemy, Cleopatra, Augustus, Constantine, Narmer, Hetepsekhemwy,
Teti, Rajaraja Chola and many. I recalled their words, deeds, and wondered if
the Demon of Reality also tempted them successfully. I wondered how they
conquered the lands and waters with their mighty imagination.
It was a man named
Moore who came here in search of the land of Utopians. He sailed the waters of
enchanting mermaids and fairies. He wanted to show his people the land of
Utopia and the governance of power. I never saw him again. And I knew nothing
about the things he saw there. While he was waving his memories for me, I heard
his fantasies romanticizing the land of perfection.
Land of no walls,
Mind of freedom,
people of harmony,
Spirits of
existence,
Souls of eternity,
What are the
horizons and
Lengths of light
that would guide me there,
To meet the souls
of eternal governance
And wisdom.
Yeats, the old man,
sailed to the land Byzantium. “I was trying to write about the state of my
soul, for it was right for an old man to make his soul…” He was singing the
hymns of eternal souls, and in Byzantium, he dreamed of a life that would
surpass the inevitabilities of time. He hoped the sages would appear in fire
and take him away from his body into an existence outside time, where, like a
great work of art, he could exist in “the artifice of eternity.” The fear of
aging and fading into the mist of history along with his memories raged against
his soul that he called a “paltry thing.” Byzantium, the city of immortal
souls, wisdom, and eternal flames of everlasting beauty ravished the dying old
man. I showed him the room of Time from where he could see the Holy City of
Byzantium. It was far beyond the mighty waters of enchanting souls of
fantasies. The domes of the city covered the mighty face of the sun. The waters
of the city protected the secrets of life and death. No man but souls lived
there. Far from the omnipotence of eternity, he saw the Holy city of Byzantium.
At the sight of the Holy fire descending from the heavens and the sages
standing beside the greatness of the Omnipotent one, his soul started fighting
with his body and liberated itself from the clutches of his desires. He was a
man, and he had to die. He saw the Holy city of Byzantium far from there. I
heard the sound of his soul echoing the abyss of Atlantis.
“O sages standing
in God’s holy fire
As in the gold
mosaic of a wall,
Come from the holy
fire, perne in a gyre,
And be the singing‐masters
of my soul.
Consume my heart
away; sick with desire
And fastened to a
dying animal
It knows not what
it is; and gather me
Into the artifice
of eternity.”
Whoever sailed to
Byzantium had to leave their bodies there. Like Yeats, many were there and they
all left their body unto the abyss of Atlantis; from there no body, but soul
sailed.
Lingthorium, the City of Wraths,
resided opposite of Byzantium. The Holy fire descending from the Heavens never
heated the Holy City, but created an air of ineffable freshness and
youthfulness. But on the other side, the fire ascending from Lingthorium burnt
the Wrath City. I waited for a man named Doctor Faustus who had to sail this
way, not to the Holy City, but to the City of Wraths. Once he got there, I
showed him the room of souls. He saw both the cities, and he sailed to
Lingthorium where he met Mephostophilis. The city of Wraths promised the
luxuries and pleasures for a contract base. Faustus sold his soul for
twenty-four years, and that day was the last day of his life. He was the only
man who sold his soul for the powers of Lingthorium. The Demon of Reality also
successfully tempted him. I remembered the story of his earthly life that he
told me as he romanticized the fire of Lingthorium, “The lips of desires
crippled the cigars. The leftover of dirty jokes and stimulus sounds lied on
the floor of mind for their burial. The water of Oblivion mixed with the Spirit
of fires in the half filled crystal glasses romanced the half-filled completion
of ecstasy. Shadow of his self-drew a dirty picture of the sybaritic soul on
the walls of a modern hut under the light of a 40-watt bulb.
Bohemian rhapsody
played behind the tumultuous sensations of his unfinished night, the serenity
incinerated into the core of his tumultuousness. The protest of his life
compromised the music of melodies and rhapsodies of Bohemian sagas. He felt
serene, for the sounds of revolutions and cry for freedom merged into the
revolution and commotion within his soul.
Desires had become like the filthy
under wares. Though the exceeded music of desire overflew the sea of
anticipation that he had been carrying since his puberty. He could have waited
for her. Sleepless nights of the city life raged against the genitals and beat
the drum for the beds and bars of the mind where he bedded with his lust and
drank the waters of desires; his conscious had failed to dominate the
inclination of inclinations and desires of flesh.
He was fighting with the self and
perceptions of conceptual ideologies, dogmas, creed, and self-designed
philosophies of his life, he was selfish, and he failed to wipe out the tears
of her desires and anticipations from her eyelids with his lips. he was dying
in the infinite waters of lifeless routine of greetings, meetings, and
confessions.
‘Useless’ semen ejaculated during
the rages of youth and the ‘sins’ of
desires left a stain on the soul for a remembrance of eternal love and desire
for life. He realized that they want to live and taste the nectar of life,
desire, pleasure, lust, and love. They were humans, slaves of desires and
Gods.” This was his story concisely. He didn’t tell me about “her” whom he
mentioned in his absurdified story. What I found interesting about his story
was the fusion of absurdity and beauty. Words confused me with their ambiguity
and ambivalent nature. The beauty and desire of his life remained a mystery to
the world. Then, I showed him off the City of Wrath and bid him farewell.
***
Something beats my eardrum. The visions of Atlantis, the
gateway of memories and fantasies; Ozymandias, the king of kings; Zanadu, the
land of Kubla Khan; Utopia, land of perfection; Byzantium, the Holy City;
Lingthorium, the City of Wraths and the mighty sights of Never Lands fades away
as the beats on eardrum wobble a wave into my head. I am awake now! What I see
shock me. I see the books of Shelly, Coleridge, Marlowe, Moore, and Yeats. I am
in my university library and slept on those books. And I had a dream, a nocturnal
glory.
I have to live out my boyhood fantasies,
and my adult ambitions. Now I remember myself as I was. Handsome, glamorous,
devilishly attractive. I’m like a lonely traveler who suddenly finds himself in
a strange town, without knowing how he got there, which makes me think of those
who lose their memory, and for a long time, aren’t themselves but someone else.
Therefore, leaning over the bridge, I wait for the truth to go away and let me
return to being fictitious and non-existent, intelligent and natural.
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