Sometimes, I feel like a controlled monster in civilized
suit that makes me arrogant in my attitudes. I just want to be a real noble
savage, savage in all its sense and life. When I live not in that 'sometimes' I
love sin, but I’m not a sinner and, of course, I love evil, but I’m not a
devil. Sin and evil are natural and I just love them 'cause they are my
essential selves like virtue and good. Oh, muses of my life, "lift me as a
wind, a leaf, a cloud", for I don't want to "fall upon the thorns of
life" and "bleed".
UPDATED : I saw her first on 26 January 2009 : This post was written on 18/03/2013: 06:42 PM : And i said what i wanted to say on Wednesday, May 22, 2013 6:18:00 AM : I met her in person on 16/8/14: 12:07 PM, the craziest thing I've ever done in my life! They say I am crazy 'cause I am in love with the crazy utopia. "Crazy Utopia" could be a person or her, obviously her, thoughts or even her existence. Each day i born new and likewise my love for her is new. I know her for the past five years and i am in love with her from that very point of time whence the "past five years" started. I've decided a myriads and myriads of times not to think of her ever and for never. But, I still keep thinking of her. I, personally, maintain a very secret creed that hails the uncertainty of time. She's a proponent of Crazy Utopia and she's a crazy Utopian too. I feel great whenever i thin
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