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Anatomy of an Epicurean Solitude: X Stephen Dedalus

My name is Stephen Dedalus. There’s no philosophical, spiritual or practical reason why I’m given this name. I am a hawk within myself. A hawk captive in the body of a human. My wings are incredibly magnificent and powerful that even in the violent and unpredictable uproars of heavens I will not be lost. The mighty spotlessness of firmament never weighs my heart to the monstrous gravity. Gravity! What a great phenomenon! I fall in love with it. It attributes meanings to objects, shapes you and me, and makes us feel life, love and lust. Gravity makes time and space possible. The pataphysical absence of gravity is the presence of incredible atomic fragmentation of energy into uncountable atoms of existence into matters and particles. Gravity makes everything possible even life and death! 
I’m an anarchist. The possibilities of this life is adventurous enough to explore the transient nature of our existence in this form. My anarchism is not political, but personal that I have no idea how enormous I would become. I don’t talk much. I don’t entertain people. I have a very limited friend circle. My feelings are personal and relative. I am not bound to any emotional subjects, but love. I dance. I sing. I live. I celebrate my life even in the pathetic and depressive phases of it. I cry when I want to cry. Being part of it I would love to watch this human carnival with all its inclinations to indescribable, nastiest, and most wonderful transformations. Ah, taming life is like taming a monstrous fire-spitting dragon. I am a warrior and adventure is out there! I have all the weapons I need and I use them in time. People I meet on the way, diversions I select, places I visit, and karmas I do are weapons in different forms.
My myth is metafictional. I was born in the thoughts of a man and buried in the scriptural monuments. People think of me or rather they become like me on the stairways of thoughts stretching out to the unknown horizons. You’ll find me everywhere; on the stairway of universities, libraries, squares, minsters, playhouses, asylums, penitentiaries, monasteries, brothels, war fields and necropolises. Transformation of the self to a number of possible matters of existence never withers the supreme energy of my life. I exist through timelessness and zero-dimensionality where gravity is below zero. There, I dissolve into energy.

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